While others are beaming with entusiasts for the wkend, i somewhat didnt look forward to it, simply b'coz im not in the mood. It has been a bad week.
Few things tht im dissapointed over the wk. I have been sick, although i tried forcing myself not to, my body havent been reacted well, so i took a day mc instead of 2 days tht doc has given me. Im not trying to be saint abt it, but being understanding abt my absence is wat i could at least expected from normal beings. But no and I dun wish to elaborate more, only tht when sum ppl tried to play devil behind my back, now tht's sick. Pardon me for being rude to sum ppl , but i haf my boundaries to protect at tht time. I've fallen into despair. Well, Life is bittersweet. Perhaps one day, human are more scarrier than ghosts do.
Sumtimes, i juz wish a future can be predicted out of a fortune cookie. I wanted to crack one open and pull out exactly the right answer, the one small piece of wisdom that would put everything into perspective. I wanted to find the little slip of paper that would tell me, "Everything is going to work out for the best." "You are safe." "You will do the right thing."Kinda silly to expect so much from a cookie, huh?
Ive been swarmped by work out of sudden, which is a gd thing to kill time and to put ur mind off for a while.
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A year filled with love
Oh wow, i smell gd news! A year that fill with loads of happiness from frens.
My best fren , siti, is getting engaged to sum1 she's being sceptical abt long ago. When i 1st met her and him, i thot, 'he'll be the 1 for her'. But sumtimes, sum bad past hold us back and let it shadowed our lives. Observing at such situations is the perfect scenario to avoid. And its time to say gdbye to the nasty past and start to move on..i know its easier said and done..but keep telling urself, 'it could be worst'.
And so, to siti, u've gone thru a lot and ur patience pays. We are extremely happy and my prayers will be within u n him. Im happily shocked yet happy and excited. I know u kind of 'merajuk' wif us tht i havent been spending time wif ya'all, but i hope u understand.
Anyway, pls let him no, tht he's the luckiest man on earth to be able to capture a gerl wif a heart of gold...and by looking at u, mariam...i no u'll be the perfect wife to die for..wink, wink..U'll always be a darlz to me...Insyallah, i'll be the THERE! Couldn't miss it!
And then, there were '2'.....
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A Special Moment to Share
Big day for my cuzzie! I can't believe that he's finally getting married and tht shows us tht time do travel fast. It's a memorable day….relatives, family get together and helping one another to make this special day possible. Alhamdullilah, terkabul dan selamat menjadi pasangan suami isteri, congrats to Abg Zul n Kak Siti..nice couple…definitely, a special moment to share. Couldn't be more happier for them. An auspicious date to get married, coz its CNY (long holiday) and it coincides wif the same day as Kak Siti's birthday…double the celebration! Nxt yr, can celebrate both anniversary and birthday together (double) hehe. And so, I didn't take the role of taking photos, so I've hand it to my ‘so so-called’ photographer wannabe sis to do tht important task ;) U can have a peep at her blog for pics.
Another of my gd fren is also getting married in few mths, and if ur reading this, I couldn't express how happy I am to hear the piece of gd news. Any man would be lucky to spent the rest of his life with you, honestly and every lady would dream to be in ur place. Like I've said, I’ll pray for your happiness, and insyallah, I'll help u accomplished ur dream day…coz I no u'll definitely make one gorgeous bride and make a gd future wife, im certain…insyallah..
But ppl, plssssssssss…dun keep asking me when would be my turn…jodoh bukan terletak di tangan saya…tapi kalau nak doakan saya, alhamdullilah…saya juga mengharap akan dapat dijodohkan dhn insane yg baik..mudah-mudahan…amin
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